I rarely leave my house. I don't want to do anything at all today. 2) I dont go out of the house except when I have to go to work. Teen Vogue. I work from home so I don't have a need, and my husband home schools our son, so he takes him out for socialization and I don't have to do this anymore. Do you want a divorce or separation? I have lived with my guy for 8 years and for the most part he accepts it, but every now and then he'll get really angry about it. How are you doing? What it does mean is that when you try to be something you are not you bring misery upon yourself and those around you. I don't like to talk on the phone and do not accept many social invitations. I felt alive for the first time. If you want to pull out of your house sale, you usually won't have to pay if no buyer is found, despite the agent’s efforts. For me not wanting to leave the house is about needing safety. No, this doesn’t mean I want to break up. Things came into focus. We were always late. I don't want my estate agent's services anymore, what can I do? But I'm older. God made you. It's because you have social anxiety. I have no desire to do anything. Reply. I'm 25 with a 11 month old son. I like to garden in my yard, cook in my kitchen, and create works of art in my studio. Why is it a bad thing? Good luck lol, Im so happy for you though honey, really, just great.... Hey! I literally want to runaway and start my own life. I told her to stop but she continued. Learn more about working with Thought Catalog. As I got older - I'm 46 - and realized I'm an introverted extrovert, I'm more understanding that I need a lot of downtime to handle being out. Jan 5, 2010 #2 Hi LB, well you could be describing my mum and dad there. 11 Comments Share 1 . I dont want to leave the house anymore. Anyone. I only leave my house to go across the street to visit family, which I don't even want to do. I just don't like dealing with people and forcing conversations. I need money to get a personal makeover, then I'll feel better to go somewhere. Vonny Registered User. She had mental health issues and also now has a physical disability on top of this. im so sorry to hear about your grandfather and dad. My doctor prescribed me Cymbalta so I am hoping it will help. Ive become like that, sometimes I don't leave my house for weeks at a time, unless I go outside to work in the yard or do repair & maint on the out side of the house. Especially with my kids. 4) I am always insecure at my job and I dont feel confident , I feel the project will fail al the time. Download. When I got home, my husband was out. Share. I guess it's because I don't feel comfortable outside and I probably don't breathe enough when I'm nervous or something. I do. In the last 6 months, have these bumps reappeared 3 or more times? This entire summer, I've been at my aunt's house watching her son. She is doing very well now. Overcoming this will have its good and bad days. Life is a gift and the devil who Jesus in St. John says is a liar, thief, and a murderer just wants to make us all miserable! I take care of the house and fix all meals, but never want to leave. I have been with my fiance 4 years. I am so bad, that I even found a reason not to go on vacation to the Bahamas. We don't always need to know everyone and feel at home. Slowly I started making myself hike or walk every day. Lori S. 1 decade ago . You remind me of myself- questioning if you’re alone in this. There are many of you out there suffering—some silently, some not-so-silently—in your unhappy marriages. My home is my sanctuary. A gunman killed eight students and two teachers at Santa Fe High School outside Houston — and scarred hundreds, perhaps thousands more. I'm wondering if you found out what was wrong and what you did to help yourself ? . I don't want to adult. Some were meant to be teachers, some doctors, some house wives. May you begin to start feeling better soon!! So then I get pissed off and we argue even more. Sign up for the Thought Catalog Weekly and get the best stories from the week to your inbox every Friday. Hi guys I forgot I posted this so many years ago... Update- When I wrote this I was depressed. I barely go out and socialize and find a job because I feel so unnatractive. i love him as my baby daddy but nolonger want to be with him. The thing I realized is that first of all, there are no plans. God loves you. I hope you are feeling better. I'm not lonely because I prefer to be alone. But your family needs you. By subscribing, you agree to the terms of our Privacy Statement. keep it up stay positive :). I’ve experienced so much hurt and emotional trouble in my life, that for several months now, I flirt with the idea of just never leaving my home unless I absolutely have to. Im sick of trying to explain to my friends why our fridge is filled with beer, house smells of smoke, and why there's holes in door. Don't give yourself time to think, Occupy your mind. It's not because I am self-conscious or anything like that. Last time I completly gutted the laundry room, so I could remodel & update it...Of course I couldn't go anywhere until the laundry room is done. But a quiet dinner with friends? Be the best you can be. I feel like a freak for not been cough cough "normal" but I'm not. She is still impossible. Now, my youngest daughter, has become ME!!! Lydiarose Well-Known Member. I hope you are feeling better. This does not mean you shouldn't seek self improvement or try to be the best you can be. Mostly I am perfectly content working on remodeling projects and talking to my wiener dogs. Many people can't handle being alone but it's important to be ok with yourself! I Don’t Want To Leave My House is a popular song by Kid Libra | Create your own TikTok videos with the I Don’t Want To Leave My House song and explore 1 videos made by new and popular creators. I know I’m 1 year late but I hope you figured things out with your girlfriend or if not atleast moved on and happy now. I avoid people. Discussion in 'Teen Pregnancy' started by Lydiarose, Jul 21, 2010. Is this how it's going to be. It sounds like you want to grow and do something meaningful and have people in your life that you can grow with. I know this has been almost 3 years ago, but I am just now seeing this and you sound just like me! I get this exhaustion feeling and would rather clean the house or even go to the grocery store down the road than have lunch with a friend or participate in a study group at church. I've gone to group and private therapy. 'I don't want to live anymore but I'm scared to die' is one of the most-searched red flag mental illness confessions on Google. That is if I do make it somewhere, I can never get anywhere on time. Maybe if I had unlimited time and money I might like to see the world. Relevance. Three years ago, she was calling me names and yelling. Click here. 5 years later. Or detachment. Remorse. 3. I always think that I will be so productive during that off time and also enjoy my swimming pool. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen May 25, 2015 at 11:27 am . I'm the same way, I've been lke this for what two years now, and it jst sucks, jst lke everyone else says, I'll set up plans which sound fun but when they come up I absuatlly don't wnat to go, I want to leave the house so bad but I dnt have the negery and when I do go out I get bad anxiety! They must not be happy themselves unlike us who are perfectly happy to be at home. Also, places like those have people that aren't exactly average. I'm 45 and feel the same way. 1. Sometimes it's worse and sometimes it's better. I’m not sure if I’ll do it or not but you are a big help.. The more energy I expend being out the more downtime I need. Don’t want to leave the house, but not agoraphobic. I want to pull out of my house sale. This is their song "The Reason I Don't Leave My House Anymore" off their self-titled album. It will make you want to venture outside, travel the world, meet new people. Because you are a gift to the people around you you just have to figure out how to be the person you need to be maybe, I know exactly what you are going through. What's wrong with me?" You come up with lame excuses to keep doing what you’re doing. Ever! I think perhaps there was too much turmoil in our lives that we could not really see clearly- the past, present or our future. The realization that you will no longer be a homeowner has become very clear. Because I’ve searched it myself. You stay stuck in a self-destructive cycle you aren’t sure how to break, even though you’re clearly unhappy. Sadness….and maybe elation if this payment doesn’t need to be made anymore. Before I got pregnant I was very happy, in love and couldn't wait to marry him. You can try Chicken Soup for the Hungry Soul,books on how to improve your relationship with people, how to make friends and the likes and start to find something to do that can keep you outdoors around people. If I didn't have to work, I would only leave my house to get food. I feel comfortable there. I was fortunate enough to get this very advice from others and through it I found a lot of peace and happiness. 3) My relationship at work are not great, I seem to get frustrated with people easily and end up shouting at people. So sorry about your dad and grandfather. Source video - Top clips - Next line quiz I cook my meals. It's not all or nothing. I don’t want you in my bed when I’m pissed or interrupting me while I’m busy reading. Listen carefully. You know you can’t keep isolating yourself. When he does I will "find" a major project that just HAS to be done, so that I have some justification. I always send my boyfriend to do the errands, pick the kids up from school, work and make money. You must be very rich and very lucky to b able to travel the world seeing the stones. I go to the beach for six weeks it is in a very small town with one grocery story and it feels very safe. I'm 23, and I noticed about 2 years ago that even visiting a friend for an hour feels like my teeth are being pulled. This feels normal to me. I don't know what is wrong or has happened. An important life lesson is to know yourself and accept yourself for who you are. We live in a digital world. TWEET. Nope you are not depressed you are basically on a loop. I'm 20 and everyone who's my age are having the best time of their lives. He had a good job and I’m currently a SAHM. I don't want to go anymore! Help us keep this site organized and clean. So I did not become a doctor. Interactions with people stress me out and I think it is social anxiety. I'm 16, and I'm the laziest person ever. I don't want to live in my house anymore. Doctors are wonderful. I like going to places like Dechoes and Platos closet, there are so many interesting things there you wont be thinking about people looking at you, you'll be thinking about how interesting and non-expensive this awesome stuff is. I've been depressed since last year, and I just don't feel like doing anything anymore. he comes home and tells me he loves me we make love we have great intimacy he tells me he will be back home BUT then cannot commit to coming back I need serous help I keep begging I KNOW it does not help I cannot eat sleep function I am falling apart. All of the feast days in the bible are free and I am on a long term strike. My inbox filled and my voicemail shooed callers because it was at capacity. I feel like the world is going so fast and everyone is going so fast and working so much I am on a strike I never get off of. I feel like everyone's watching me and I can't wait to leave. Here is my life — a collection of things abandoned. I ask her were do you want to go and what do you want to do? You won’t only be jealous of people who are out having a good time. we live in a tiny 500 sq feet house with 8 people. It feels I am trapped in a web and dont have the solution. Sure, I feel lonely at times and weird being the only person I know that is way happier here then there. The Walgreens pharmacist ran my meds by on his way to lunch. so being locked up for so! Your story made me smile, and I'm happy that you are now happy and back living life! Everything I need is here. Today at 6:28 AM CUT IT OUT! As I get older, my ability to tolerate people's nonsense becomes lower and lower. You realize you have to take action. Since my daughter died 14 years ago, I just want to hide from the world and hope time moves on. I've found this page right now because I'm facing the issue yet again and I see it's actually more to do with others than it is ourseless. You indicated that someone in your family has been diagnosed with HS. Joined: Apr 16, 2010 Messages: 3,868 Likes Received: 0. People tell me i'm pretty when I believe they are just saying that because they want to be nice. I wanted to die. It sounds like low confidence. But a lot of the time, maybe even most of the time, I struggle with anxiety over it. Am I supposed to be single? Or maybe your bored. Some people were meant to travel the world. It’s the place I go when you annoy the hell out of me or I’m angry. This to a person who loves to stay indoors and has more fun there than he ever could outside is when I think you know what I've had enough. So what! I like food. I have a TON of laundry to catch up on" haha. Those tickets sell out at the speed of light too! I love my laptop...but i'm on it most of the day Posted on 22-06-2011 at 7.37PM . You don’t want anyone to judge you over your sadness. I find most people to be extremely annoying. Us never going out together? It's New Year's Eve right now and I was at a family friends house. Every time I went somewhere I would feel sick and light headed. She is manipulative and always saying mean, rude things to me. Tell them by your presence, your kind words, your generosity, your obvious joy of just being alive that you are grateful for their sacrifice. I can stay at home for a few days without opening the door once. I'm going through the same thing right now, I feel so anxious and weird when I'm out, I just keep thinking about how nice it would be IF I was home right now and be like why did I even go out in the first place and keep blaming myself for it, I also feel the same when it comes to feeling like everyone's staring at me and it makes me so uncomforatble, but I was not always like this, I used to have a lot of friends and it was always me that wanted to hang out, but now it's just diffirent I don't even have friends cuz I stopped communicating with them because of all this and I started having feelings like trust issues and prefer my internet friends, it's just really weird I feel like I'm wasting my life. I must say though, I hate it the most, that I have taught her this. I made it clear from day 1 this is how I am. I like to create. God and you do. Only my time and money are limited. I feel like any person that goes without would love to have parents like mine. Last year, I was so depressed I hardly ever went to school, and I've been trying to get myself more motivated this year since I'm way behind in school, but I lack motivation, and I can't force myself to do something I don't want to do. The person who posted this question is MissKitty6. I Don’t Feel At Home In This World Anymore. I never know when my next plan will be my last, and I'm not going to waste my life sitting inside hoping to die, because the truth is, we all will, we don't know when, and when we do- we will wish we had more time. It’s easier to keep doing what you’re doing. She lives in different country and I have not met her in last 5 years and she keeps telling me to come back but I think of money and dont go back to her. I saw your reply and felt the need to reply. Sometimes we can observe and be a part of a group that way. Your story gives me great hope that this fear of leaving my home may one day surpass. Right before our wedding my dad committed suicide. I really try to only leave once a week for groceries. I just want to stay in my home and be left alone. I love him and love my time with him, but I just need the time alone. My daughter and grandchildren go to my sons home a lot and now they have my grandchildren disrespecting me, how do I handle this. it’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to leave my house anymore or check the news, Government, fires, shootings, cancer..... wtf else you got for us!!! I don’t sit in my house and mope around. Life is wonderful but we DO have a powerful enemy who attacks us any way and as often as he can. I as well signed up to reply to your comment. I know this is not easy, not saying it is. You wonder whether something is wrong with you. I know I have a PROBLEM!! I don't want to live with her anymore. Have you experienced tender, swollen bumps, either on or under your skin, that may produce foul-smelling liquid and scarring? Maybe we lacked a coach who could prod us into leaving the nest and support us when we gathered the courage to try. Last week I had to leave the farm—for four days and three nights. To have things that are just special to you and have people in your life that you can treasure and be with. I make up excuses so people will think I'm busy. When he walked through the door and came to give me a hug, I burst into tears -- big gigantic, hard to breathe tears. My Voxer had 193 unheard messages from friends when I finally opened the app on my phone. I dread holidays because my family always wants to get together and I have to make excuses. Going to work, going to class, even visiting a friend seems like a disturbance from my peaceful lonely existence. So my husband wants to end the marriage but I don’t think he is in his right mind. He is getting really sick of my behaviour but I don't know how to make myself better? Take baby steps. I don't want to be like this anymore :( 26 yr old with problems.. What should I do first I don't know where to start? I don't like answering the phone when it rings it makes me anxious. I don't know what to do. I don’t want to lose everything. I will start picking a fight, just so I can say, well forget it, you just go without me, I don't need this from all of you. Any advice?? I have social anxiety so bad I don't want to leave the house anymore, please help? Have your physical symptoms, such as sores, wounds, or pain, impacted your lifestyle or mental outlook? Like me, I enrolled for a class that keeps me there till 6pm.It gives me an opportunity to be around people and keep me from staying indoors, This is a nice story and i hope it is really you op and if its not thats still ok as it is an uplifting story that can provide hope. Precious and have people in your life gets quickly tossed out getting really sick of my behaviour I... 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